hi josh, (personal rant)

youve come a long way from where you were and im proud of you. looks like you were never disappointing yourself huh? started out with apparently good chromosomes, good upbringing, lucky habits, and your path is really so much easier for you to reach the bulls eye as compared to others.

well cya, wusvile, you said a month back, and look at you, youve gained 5 years of maturity in a month. the posession of choice is power, and while you gained more power, others could not drain your power became weak and demoralised. you saw it for yourself, how the power shifted from their side to yours, and how much content youre getting now is unbelievable.

hope youre gona keep goin up, cause that's the only way ill feel proud of you. and so you know, youve become more humble that now you dont realise your achievements until i have to tell you. im not gona say anything about that, but just so you know, youre unbelievable.

yeah just before ill give you another thumb, lemmie check that dejavu with sim. it will piss me off if i relised that whatever youve told me was fake, and even more ill think of you as a psycho. on the other hand if it was real, i cant freakin believe you actually did that.

so what's your next task? should you try the crazy plan you had a few days ago? you know when you do you may return to stasis but there's gonna be a different education there. or should you engage into double education? i think its gona be tiring. concentrate on one first, there's something else i have up for you, take it as a refresher course, it has something to do with that crazy guy this morning.

there's so much i can give you, but how much can you take? you seem to be half hearted at times. perhaps, you already have some things inside you which wasn realised until i pointed to you.

im not crazy.