personal thoughts

so im gona pen some thoughts vaguely,
i have been thinking to myself, how i could do something well, and at the same time do something with haste. maybe i havent spent enough time developing them techniques and become incompetent. and i dare say i dont think i have been really wrecking my brains to think about how to, something like the idea's there, but not well thought of.

and when i get something started, i cant really continue, most of the time i think im doing something wrong in the middle. or maybe im just putting too much effort that when i dont get the desired results i get disappointed?

expectations- its better to aim for the clouds and land in the mud than to aim for the mud and make it.

i know some strengths and weaknesses, but its kinda terrible cause life's a balance, everything we improve, something else will deprove.