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i think the freshkon model's pretty. her complexion, and her big eyes. today was utterly boring. something was wrong today, i could go out of shop for long periods and manager dint call me back.
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have you ever thought about how useful/useless you are? maybe born to think isn't a good idea. ive been thinking that one day, im gonna die cause i think too much. too lonely. too useless. too weak. too unwanted.

ps- im nowhere perfect, maybe someday someone will realise me for that.